Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Specially dedicated to you!
We ended.. On a gd note i guess? At least there' s no hatred btwn us.. Although at the moment when u walk out of the door, it hurts real badly.. I still can feel the hug u gave me just now..it will still be there.. all the things we came across n went thru tgt will always remain n become wonderful memories that i will keep deep in my heart.. this is the first n last time i saw u let it out so thoroughly.. i will miss everything that have happened, everything that u hv gave me.. I will treasure it.. There's always a saying u will nvr noe how to treasure till u lose it.. I guess i understand it fully now.. Although i tried hard to think positively, hope that there's another solution n hope that there will be another chance.. But i noe u hv lost the courage to continue.. I kind of hope that u will understand that sentence now too.. No matter how i cant bear to let go, how i wish it was just a nightmare, it has came true.. If there was something i was able to do to make things better for us, it wld be to accept it n let go.. I noe u will feel more relief n u wun be so tired alr.. Im glad to noe that u still hv feelings for me, that's alr a comfort for me.. I will carry on with my life.. I promise i wun do anything silly n i will nvr do it.. I will try to stay strong.. U too take care n hope u will feel better soon! I LOVE YOU! guess it will be the last time i can say that outloud..
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
if only i can tell u that, the highlighted part..how i hope i can tell myself nth is impossible.. i reali want to tell u this.. but i guess it's nt possibe n on 2nd tot..wonder when u will ever see this..
Once u walk out of the door..i noe u cant continue with it anymore..
im sorry if i hurt u in the process n im sorry for affecting u till u lost the passion.. u get what i mean.. i still feel guilty over it.. i noe u must hv hurt alot or else u wldnt miss it..
I noe u didnt want things to end up this way either.. If there was another way, u wldnt choose to end it.. i didnt blame u n will nvr do.. Once more THANKS for everything n i truly mean it! Take care!
kawaii!;
11:11 AM
Yay Me.
Jocelyn~.
[loves]pooh bear love.
heart shapes.
Sami
Tish.
wenLI.
jmon.
studyin chem.
easily hurt.
wishes she won't tink so much as it causes her pain.
being carefree
[abhors] UNDESIRBLE NO.1
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clothes.
shoes esp heels.
making more friends.
friendship among e 4 of us wil maintain!
wish that promises will always be kept.
wish i wun get hurt
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